And all I want is for you to wake up even tho you’re tired to tell me that you missed me too…. Lately I just don’t know what to do with myself and my emotions… And I hate it when my life turns into a stupid cliche but its too relevant, falling for you was never part of the plan. The plan was enjoy life and enjoy having the good company and good times, but now I’m invested and I still don’t fully know the product. And I hate hate hateeee that you keep mentioning her, yeah she’s a good friend of mine but the fact that you’re always asking about her makes me mad. (be it my body issues and insecurities, whatever. it pisses me off) But when you mention her it makes me feel as if you’re looking at other options and I don’t know why I care so much but I do because at this point I stopped looking at my other options… And I shouldn’t have, there’s nothing saying that I’m “taken” or whatever I shouldn’t be so emotionally tied, but fuckk, “woman down!” Wanting to meet your friends, wanting to be around you more often and constantly be talking to you, I don’t get myself… I’m in too deep and baby I’m drowning. I still don’t even understand how you feel about any of this… I can’t just keep going on this way I just wish you would wake up and tell me you thought about me today…
Do it yourself bitch
